Monday, August 21, 2006

The end of a chapter


Today was the last day of attending playgroup with Luca. It's a beautiful sunny day and I am only now realising how hard it will be to give up this lifestyle to return to full time work. No more dictating my day however I like...I guess it just furthers my resolve to create a career for myself where I can be the one making the rules. I've posted a photo that I took a couple of years ago, Wharariki Beach which is at the top of the South Island of New Zealand. A beautiful wild beach that is so out of the way that only a few people know about it. These are the places I miss most about leaving Nelson. It also represents another life before Luca, one where I would get out freely whenever I liked to capture beautiful spots on film. Aaah how life has changed!

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Help!

By the way, I am a little technically challenged, I have no idea if anyone else is even looking at this blog. But by chance they do, I would really like to know how to change my header using a photograph - any advice?

Appreciating the now

My record of blogging isn't going to well, a week later and here I am although I meant for this to be a daily occurance. Latest thrift finds was this cool old knitting book which has loads of vintage patterns in it. Of course, first I need to learn to knit! I have all the gear, the knitting bag, the patterns & the baby to dress - just the knowledge is required... Life is about to change dramatically for our household, I am returning to work full time. I have mixed feelings about this but most of all guilt. This means that Luca will need to be put into childcare for almost 30 hours a week, something I never thought I would do. She's so little. I plan for this to be just a temporary thing, six months down the track and hopefully it's all over. Me returning to student life which will hopefully allow more time spent with Luca. Last night I was watching a movie on tv, of no significant importance - I think it was called 'Light a Candle For Mr Harvey' or something like that. But whilst watching I got to thinking about life and how our priorities change as we enter new stages in our lives. We spend all of our lives trying to find the meaning of life, but I think it is simple (well in theory anyway). Life is about enjoying all that life has to offer, spending time with our loved ones, cherising our children, watching them grow. Experiencing moments of happiness, appreciating all that we have instead of thinking what we could have in the future. I think I have spent too much time thinking about the future and the possibilities rather than enjoying the now. It really is the simple things that bring about the most pleasure. Receiving a smile from my beautiful daughter as I get her out of bed, a giggling baby, dancing with my husband, eating a delicious meal, laughing with friends... so in my moments of 'I wish I had this' or 'I wish it was like that' I should remember those times and put it all in perspective.
Can you imagine wearing this to the beach!

I love the cute horse & the little boy looks so adorable!

Friday, August 11, 2006

First Attempt

So here I am, hopefully this is my first successful attempt at blogging! After becoming addicted to reading other crafty folks, I am inspired to have a go at my own. Also, hopefully this will prove motivating to me and actually get my a into g!

I had a great day today, on my own for a couple of hours so I headed to the op shops - and came back with some great finds. I found a couple of shops I hadn't been to before and discovered a little treasure trove of embroidered doilies.....is it just me or do these things seem to be incredibly rare now? I also found an old knitting bad, well yes I don't knit - but that will change soon hopefully. In the meantime I will fill it with fabric.